So, in a weird way I am almost excited for John's appointment tomorrow. This anxiety of not knowing is awful. His appointment was changed to the morning. Which is good because all the kids are in school and they can do all their tests that they want to. Which hopefully means results will be in Friday.
I am grateful for the Dr. who ordered the MRI of John's shoulder, so this was randomly found. I keep thinking worst case, but reality is that just because he has a hight white blood cell count, he does not necessarily have cancer. He could have one of many infections. But, the oncologist has to figure out what it is. A lot of things are leading to leukemia, but he does not have any of the typical symptoms. I REALLY just want to know what it is and how we move forward.
We are both so stressed and anxious and the kids are sensing something is up. I worry about the kids, but they are amazing and strong kids. We will all be fine.
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